Entities that defy all logic

Over the years I have had many encounters that required more then what I would call an open mind.

Talking with my close-knit group of angels and guides took some getting use to, but they became regulars that I was seeing every day and didn't need to question as much. They all have their specific energy and personality and are easy to recognize.

What now when what comes to you is not an angel, a guide or a religious figure?

The act of connecting to the other side through mediumnity doesn't require any moral fiber. Doesn't require a spiritual path. What you bring in is what you'll bring back. The act of opening a channel is a beacon sent in the night and it can attract any kind of spirit or entities. The spectrum of bad versus good is as huge as our spectrum on earth if not even more so.

As humans we have the people who can hurt and kill, some who will con and trick you. The deceivers, the nice ones, the good ones, the wise ones.

Because we can't see the entities on the other side of our perception it doesn't mean that they are all good. I have seen the good, the bad and the ugly there too. And because you are a medium doesn't mean you know how to recognize them as a bonus that comes with the gift.

Mediums come with the ability to switch on, what most people can't do yet. It doesn't give you love, wisdom, good morals or humility. Like any other gift it requires a lot of work on the side to make this craft into something that is as pure as possible.

And even then we do have filters that make it almost impossible to give the purest message of all. Our personality, our beliefs, our disposition of the day and a myriad of other tiny reasons will make so that we can very rarely be perfectly connected.

My understanding is that we do not have to be perfect to do these connections but a minimum needs to be done to ensure you are talking with the real deal and not a phony spirit.

I have read many books and websites with people contacting different entities. Very few made me feel they had done the background work and basically just delivered the message without questioning any of it. It gave the impression that their egos were inflated by the amazing opportunity to contact certain beings and their brain had been put on snooze too early, before they had time to realize that who they were talking to wasn't a good being.

I am aware this might feel not very humble of me. How do I know the difference? Who am I do think I have the truth and they don't?

It is quite simple actually and has nothing to do with lots of wisdom or knowledge. It basically is the real basics I learned when I first started being a medium. The one constant beings of light have is their unconditional love. It is a love so pure there is no room for shadows of any kind. They never say anything that will remotely make you feel uncomfortable. Love is in every word, sentence they say.

Any being that doesn't bring that to the table is not a being of pure light. And many will masquerade as such and abuse the minds of those who are ready to believe and eager to connect. It doesn't take much to recognize them either. They will use the oldest trick in the book. Tell lies between two truths. They will say the perfect amount of beautiful things you want to hear and then slip something that makes you twinge a bit if you notice it. Sometimes they are so good at it that many mediums seem to not even recognize the part of their messages that have left the light.

The Ugly

A few years ago I met a woman who through my guidance learned to receive messages through her hands, letting the entity write through her. She had made contact with a crystal skull, met the owner that let her touch it and developed a strong connection with the entity in the skull. She started writing what the skull was telling her and being so eager to discover her new powers, she let that entity overwhelm her.

We were really close at the time, emailing every day and I was trying to help her make the difference between good and bad energy. She shared her writings with me and I was eager to share her progress. What she had written scared me very much. That skull or whatever was in it contacting her, was not a good entity. I told her my fears and pointed out to her everything that showed he was not a being of light, but she refused to believe me. Yet I continued to help her see the difference between light and shadow.

That's when the skull got mad and started attacking me.

Of course back then I had my doubts. I didn't understand what was happening, but it happened about 3 times on different days. The skull was coming to me and in a very explicit manner told me to stop telling my friend he was bad. I could feel the ugly side of his personality. Twisted and controlling. To push his point some more he started hurting me physically. My chess was being compressed, my body was burning from the inside and he was doing weird things in my head.

Back then I couldn't even believe it could be true. How was that possible? But my husband was a witness to it and saw me in pain and felt the heat in my body rise. I had to call for help and protect myself against his assault.

The more I was refusing to stop writing her, the more he continued. I expressed my concerned to my friend. Told her everything but she didn't believe me. She kept saying he had no body so he couldn't hurt me. I eventually told her that if she didn't stop contacting him I would have to step away and as she didn't want to give up her only connection to mediumnity she stayed with the skull.

As soon as I stepped off the skull came back to me. I could almost see the sly smile he had. He had won and he wanted to rub it in. He left after that, the pain stopped and I never heard from him or her again.

Now that is the creepiest experience I ever had with an invisible being. In defense of crystal skulls out there I am really not sure it is the skull per se that did that. My guess was that an entity was buried in it for a long time, similarly to Aladdin's lamp genie, and got released and leeched on the friend when she welcomed him in her life. He wanted an outlet for power and got it through her.

My circle of light around me was very supportive at the time, but I can tell it is also something that, in the balance, made me stop contacting anything eventually.

Like my father had told me so many years ago, to master the forces of light you had to give a lot of time to it. You couldn't just treat them as a hobby or a a fun parlor trick.

I know that to go back to being a medium means I have to learn to deal with this aspect of the gift. Anything can come, anything can happen. It requires a lot of responsibilities and a lot of work to learn to recognize the sly ones,

The Bad

Another bad experience I had lasted very few minutes.  I started feeling strange, like possessed for a little and started hitting myself physically for no apparent reason. I asked for protection, made sure I was surrounded with light and it all disappeared right away. It was a short but very distinct experience that also made me feel that if I am not protected anything can come in.

Tricksters also used to visit me often when I started. Not bad to the core but just wanting a good laugh, Making me doubt a lot as they could start saying something wise but then would just burst laughing and leave.

The Good

One of the most unusual connection was with beings from another dimension. They were basically aliens from another galaxy or something who had transcended the need for a body and were living in a higher state of light.

Being new to mediumnity at the time I had a very strict policy for myself. I was willing to talk with angels, guides, God but no aliens, nothing UFOish. So when they came to me, one cold night of January, I told them they seemed nice but I wasn't sure I wanted this for me right now.

That night I was really tired and my body was aching everywhere. When I went back to bed I felt an amazing light surrounding me. It was them. They basked me in that light for 20 minutes or so and after all the pain and tiredness was gone.

Even writing this after all that time I have a hard time accepting it was true. But in retrospective I realize they knew I needed proof they were beings of light and they gave it to me that way.

I wrote an entire book with these beings. Very unusual teachings about dimensions and perception. Also a very unique language and way of expressing themselves. They became very dear to me as they are among the highest vibration beings I have been in contact with. Being in their presence was to be in the presence of love. What made them different was they were not dead, not on the other side of life. They were like brothers sharing their side of their incarnation somewhere else.

I was still an apprentice and certainly not a master when all these experiences happened.  I am sure that the more you go the easier it must be. But who knows maybe you also just see even deeper how big the world is and how much it is not as easy as just switching on and talking to an angel for the fun of it. It certainly humbles you in showing how small we are and how much we really don't understand what really happens outside of our normal perception.

I am still a skeptic, very much so when it comes to my own perceptions, but having experienced the beauty and the dark side of different entities there are some things I have to believe in now, even if they defy all logic.