Love! This wonderful feeling of love

The most unexpected thing happened to me while working on my novel. I decided to give some backbone to a male character that felt too wimpy and realized that by doing so, the whole premise of my book was now void. 3/4 of the novel will have to go back to the bookshelf, labeled as "draft" and I will have to make everything from scratch from now on.

This new found solid man who suddenly won't accept to be a third wheel, made me look for ways to adapt the novel differently and search for love at first sight, love stories on the Internet, perusing a few countries and languages. I was trying to get a feel and inspiration for how love happened for men, how other couples had fell in love.

I am speechless. The amount of love stories that defy all logic and created durable unions is already over a 100, and I barely scraped the surface for a few hours.

The amazing miracles I have read from one story to the next, make my heart sing. Before meeting my husband, I had been alone 12 years, and before that only met two men that were not even relationships. I had decided to wait for my man, the one that I knew was there for me and refused to take anyone else while waiting. I did want to die a lot in the process , because 12 years is a long time to keep unwavering faith, but it came.

I have witnessed perfect-crafted moments that lead you exactly where you need to be at the right time. Reading those stories all over the world is very poignant and rekindle my faith in a high power, in a force that transcends anything we could try to do ourselves.

It all goes back to what my teacher told me that first day of polarity class. Love is all that matters. With love I can heal, with love I can connect and transmit messages again.

In the end, it looks like I am going to be writing a love story I had no idea had to be written. And I can feel how everything is connected, how each domino is carefully put down so the cause and effect will make them fall right where they need to be, when it needs to be.

My dear friend, when she gave me her novel to read, had no idea how much her writings would propel me as high as I have been in a long long time. I feel so close to being able to open again.

I even felt a message coming today. I am almost ready, but not yet to let it through. I can feel giddy though, like this moment just before you know something great is about to happen. I cherish the moment that is to come as I can tell with this amount of love in my heart, it will be soon!

(little dance inside - well and outside too!)